okay..im BACK...

yesh....i been lost in this few weeks n where i go...?
i din't go anywhere..im hust stay at home b my mama's good gal...
but sometime i will hang out v my sister gang n cousin...
im stil not yet prepare well 4 my new semester so that i decide to go back kl n start my new sem at 2nd week..oh oh oh..actually i want to attend 1 of my 'friend' 's birthday but i feel very weired if u go to a friend's party but many of them u donoe..am i right..so i din go..a bit paiseh also...

in this long long long time holiday after i came back from a trip i had think a lot..
y should i do this n that b4 i thk it very well...?
y should i do those stupid action to hurt him n myself..?
y should i always make my families worried..?
y i feel hard to communicate v all myfriends.?is that my problem..?


so finally i got an answer in my heart......

start from now on...i wan be a brand new shernnel..n i won give up easily even though im very tired..coz i had choose this my own...i won blame anyone..
last time i always will blame ppl if there's anythg wrong..
but now...brand new shernnel..i will choose to think the way to solve the problem..

i noe is not good enough but i will try my best to solve all the problems i meet n i wont feel tired coz i got somethig special that always support me as long as i still breathing...


i feel some of my college friend had change......
im not familiar v it...
feel i not recognise them anymore....
n some of them still the same...
but if they change also not bad at least got something new ....

okie....thats all i think...hope my buddy will happy n enoyyyyyyyyyy... ~~

coming soon !!!